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Thursday

I went out with Aki, Noriko and Won for dinner. It was a farewell dinner for Aki which will be leaving NZ back to Japan. She just left not long ago anyways. After dinner we went to Karaoke!! This is my first time going to a Karaoke in New Zealand. It was a Korean Karaoke anyway. Had quite some fun there and I tell you Won can sing. He really can sing…I was so suprised.. *_*

Friday

There was a wrap up Bersatu party held in Daniel’s apartment. For those who don’t know what is Bersatu Games..here is a short explanation. Malaysian students from all the universities around NZ come together for clean, healthy and fun games. There was soccer,volleyball, netball, basketball, pool, badminton, sepak takraw and so on. I took part in volleyball, and our team manage to win Gold. Anyway we had the party in Daniel’s apartment. It was pot luck and there was lots of food…yum yum…=)

We watched videos from the games and laugh together at the players antics and mistakes. After that we played some drinking games and the losers got to drink either tequila, jim beam or curry. Yeap thats right, Curry. As we have some ppl that can’t drink and also don’t want to drink because they will be driving. It was real funny and I enjoyed myself that night. Went back home around 3, tried to sleep but couldn’t not knowing why..wasn’t because of the rash…but no idea.

However not everyone was there at the party..was hoping to meet someone there but she didn’t turn up…

Saturday

Woke up at 9am. Got ready, took Eugenie’s car and drove to the airport. Eugenie was coming back. Picked her up from the airport and headed back to her place. Help her unpack her stuff and at noon went for lunch with Aki, Noriko and also Ryoko. Hang around for sometime and had to say BYE BYE to Aki..she was flying at 10pm.

Came back, sat down at the computers downstairs wanting to check my mails…and guess what..there was this KOREAN GIRL..she is just..s u p e r h o t. Knowing she was sitting beside me, my heart beat got faster and faster …tried to talk to her but she was watching some movie. So decided to talk to her when she finish lor..

While waiting…I was thinking of what to say..something like

Hi, what are you watching? Its very funny, is it the sequel to My Sassy Girl?

Hi, how are you?

Remember me?

By the way, my name is Darren. What’s yours?

I was waiting and kept on repeating those words in my mind…I waited, waited..pretend to be checking my mails, surfing and stuff until she finished the movie.

When the movie finished, I tried to talk…

First try…excuse me *softly*

She didn’t hear anything…I was like DAMN….*heart beats faster*

Preparing myself for my second try, and guess what? Her phone rings…DAMN AGAIN. She kept on talking on the phone, took the cd out, logged out of the computer and went back to her apartment.

My chance to get to know her name just passed me by again. For your info, I spoke to her before, but didn’t ask her name. That was already bloody hard work. Secondly she has a boyfriend which I found out later. Why does it always happens to me one? But I’m not interested in boyfriend girlfriend lar…just want to be friends.

The same thing happened to me with some girl I wanted to know at some dinner. Malaysian by the way. Don’t know why I so god damn shy. Talked to her briefly but my idiotic self could not like talk more and ask her name and number and stuff. SIGH…she is very cute and I like to know her more…and was hoping to see her at the party …but didn’t turn up …so too bad I guess…

Enough of my stories…I have no one to blame but myself. Just one advice to my other brothers that suffers from the same problem just go for it…JUST DO IT. TALK, ask her name, ask what is she studying and be interested. Don’t let the chances pass and regret later…I am sick and tired of it…..Useless lar me

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