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What makes a song good? For me a good tune and great lyrics. Lyrics that you can relate to.

Here are songs with some great lyrics that you can relate too. Heck at least for me. You know the feeling of I have been there, done that and those kind of emo feelings.

"I go out every night and sleep all day, since you took your love away"

Nothing Compares To You - Sinead O’Connor(download the one done by Stereophonics)

Been thru that stage before…

"I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
You’re beautiful, You’re beautiful.
But it’s time to face the truth
I will never be with you".

Beautiful - James Blunt

When I walk down the city and sometimes you just stop and think, what if, what if?

"Will you be my shoulder when I’m grey and older?
Promise me tomorrow starts with you".

High - James Blunt

The question that lovers ask…

"To think i might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbyes
I nearly do".
 
Run - Snow Patrol

Before I left Malaysia…I cried listening to it.

The next song is written by a dear friend and I
can tell you honestly alot of people can relate to it. Especially
singles out there that are trying to ask or not to ask …lol

"Not brave enough to let you know the things you should
It’s not fair to you but I’ll keep it to myself for now
You may not be the one
I won’t put my hopes high
But theres something about you that anyone can fall for
Has anyone told you how you make a person smile
Without an effort one look at you troubles fade away
You may not be the one
I try to remind myself all times
It’s hard enough to pretend we are only friends
By the time we realize
I’ll be alright
Maybe I will not be at all
Sadly but true enough I’m not over you
Maybe it’s time that I should be
I am ashamed
A living example of a lame joke
You are just another lesson in my life to be learned
I should never fall for someone out of my league"

Hard to Pretend - Jasemaine Gan

I didn’t take out any specific parts because the whole song is really meaningful. Go to Jasemaine Gan to download it if you want to. She is really something…I tell you..

And finally my all time favourite with me best friend,

"Pardon the way that I stare
There’s nothing else to compare
The sight of you leaves me weak
There are no words left to speak".

Can’t Take My Eyes Off You - Andy Williams (Download the one by MUSE)

Don’t need to explain at all as the lyrics speaks for itself…when you look at the one you love. SIgh..how lovely..

The previous post sounded a little bit of me feeling down but I’m totally fine, really. Thanks for the concern of my beloved friends but I guess it is just one of those days… you know…

When you are down, you should have some soccer. Soccer can cure almost anything really. I played soccer on Friday, Saturday and on Sunday as well. Three days straight of soccer and this explains why I’m so tired now. Soccer is something really enjoyable. It doesn’t need to be only soccer, it could be any other sports but for me soccer is good because you play it with your friends and with the company of your friends, there will surely be something funny and hilarious that will happen when you are playing, unless it is some competition when everyone is so so tense.

Actually, I realized that I’m like writing like an essay on how is soccer good for you. I guess I am just too tired and going crazy. The weekend was really a packed one and on saturday I went for a friend’s 22nd Birthday party(Shingo) where I met lots of japanese chicks. hahah don’t be jealous. Anyway wanna wish Shingo HAPPY BIRTHDAY again and wish you all the best in life bro.
Psstt..btw he is single, girls..the picture is kinda old, he looks hotter now. But girls you are competing with me as well, right yen ling?

another day wasted…woke up at 345pm

went to the doc, and he is fully booked for the day and tomorrow. Sick already still need to wait..what is this…sigh

called up the tax people about some fine and it was settled, no need to pay anything, thank god

send some designs to group members, send some important emails…cooked dinner

watched tv…online…bathe…

and now staring and sitting infront of the computer..wasting hours..

what kind of life is this? waiting, waiting for something to happen..

hello? you there? busy? guess not….*sigh*…. talk to me?

siao already lor..

ONE TREE HILL FANS, OCT 5 NEW SEASON STARTS…at least there is something to look forward too.

~good night world~

GO AWAY!! freaking pissing me off.

Since last week the weather started to act all "kuku". Rain every single day for like 5 - 6 times. Winds that can blow sign boards off.Crazy!! ARGHhhhhHHhhhHH !! This is supposed to be SPRING?! Brrrr… more like freaking winter again! And there was hail the other day. I guess END OF THE WORLD is around the corner.

The weather here is so funny. Woke up early this morning to help my friend for some video shoot, was already late liao. I look out the window and I said to myself, oh finally good weather. It was so bright and shiny. I took the elevator down and walk out the courtyard and what do you know? IT RAIN HEAVILY WITH BRIGHT SUNSHINE! ISH ISH …I straight away sweared out loud. F**K!

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Anyway enough on the weather report. Wanted to share some songs with you guys. The slow and nice ones.

here is my list of slow songs:

James Blunt is so so nice….

"You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
‘Cause Ill never be with you".

how to tahan wei…

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Anyway here are some pics from Zara’s 38th Birthday Party. The unsuccesful suprise party. But it was all good.

Eh, did I get the right pictures…? Les action?

What is that on her face? What kind of party is this?! Tsk Tsk..young ppl these days

Another kiss..what is happening?? See Zara smile, so happy!!

Everyone was kissing her, I didn’t want to be left out. However, I failed.

I didn’t give up. So I look for another victim. However failed again. But see, I am so into girls. There is no such things as Darenna!

Zara and Tomo

Nat, Zara and Ice

Group picture..

Anyway till then..stay happy and healthy everyone… *smiles*

Early years of my life…

I am sorry that my private part is sencored, I just don’t want to scare you with the size of it. Haha..but why all parents like to take pictures of their kids when they are naked? I think when I am a dad, I will continue the tradition, haha ..let my daugther or son go thru the same thing.

2 years old I guess….damn I want to pinch my own face so much…

I don’t think it was my birthday, but I like to steal the limelight..

High school - Form 3. Yes I’m the middle one..dark, crew cut with the big mouth.

Yes, I was a dog in school. That is what they label prefects..a very slack one…yes in the middle again. Check out the guy sitting down on the left with his hand raised up, It is Lim Cheong!

My good friends….friends for so many bloody years..I can’t remember anymore..too bad I don’t have any scanned primary school pictures.

Early college days. Kimberly and me at IACT Prom. Doesn’t she just look beautiful?

Hari Raya in Sofian’s place.

Later college years. Me without glasses. Thanks to my best friend that persuaded me to change to contact lens. I hope that I don’t need to wear glasses and contacts one day. Take notice the pic on the bottom left, never cut your own hair. I look like a coconut head for few weeks.

Me and Sarah Mclachlan. So lucky me.

Me and Eugenie…having ice-cream.

Me at the recent ball..

Final transformation? I think I finally found the answers to my life…NoT! Costume party k…

Pot luck gathering. Sitted left: Yen Ling, Crystal, Vywen, Shana. Boys : Me and Jun Bin

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The other day, mom called me from home and it was so so nice to hear her voice. After talking to mommy

, dad and my aunt for a short moment, the line was cut off. So my sis went online and talk to me there. My bro asked me to show him some pictures and I told my sis to show him my blog. My sis asked me whether I’m sure that I want to show him and my family my blog. I thought of it for a moment at first and said to my sis maybe just let my bro read it. But after awhile, I was thinking why should I hide it from my family. There is nothing to hide in fact. It is all about me and my friends. What I feel and think. They know me well and they will accept me the way I am. 100% me and the truth. Not all 100% truth ler…some juicy part is personal lar..haha..

No football today…ARGH….stupid weather! Why does it have to rain? All the planning with Jun Bin and Irvin to settle transportation all wasted…Thanks anyway guys!

Before I end this, Adrian dedicated an entry for me on his blog. And this is a must READ! MUST READ! IT CRACK ME UP SO HARD!  CLICK HERE!!!

Adrian I will have my revenge….heheh

Woke up at 7am today, brush me teeth, shower, got ready and went out for work.

I got this one day job from Student Job Search, just passing out free New Zealand Herald Elections Edition. It was such an easy job. We are getting paid about NZ$ 40 bucks from 8am - 1030am. By 840am everything was already distributed.

Hah! how easy was that…got back home, hoping to resume my much needed sleep. But didn’t want to waste the beautiful morning and so I ate breakfast, did my laundry, tidy and vacummed my room.

It is only 11 plus now and I still got the whole day. Feel so productive and efficient. So girls and boys, do wake up early and make full use of your day. Don’t waste it by just sleeping in all day. This is a good habit. But sadly to say, I just can’t do it. I sleep late and I wake up late. That is my life.

Been pretty lazy these few days, and the assignments are kind of piling up. Hope I get more motivated and do all of my assignments. Now I feel sleepy…I guess I will take a nap. ZzZzzzZZZzzz…

WARNING! : The pictures might be shocking, offensive or will permanently scar you mentally. Viewer’s discretion is adviced.

The guy or girl that looks like me isn’t me. I was taking the pictures all the time. My god that girl or guy really looks like me. Funny…

The only time that night, I was infront of the camera. Calm before the madness starts…btw me and Hwei Gjin.

Group Picture

Damn that guy looks like me. So many people told me that. Anyway the top left is Audrey(birthday girl) and lookalike me.Top right is Daphne and look alike me again. Bottom left is Daniel on the left, look alike me and Matt. Bottom right are the real girls of the night: From left Yean, Lisa, Audrey and Daphne.

Those who came as well. What a party. I so big boy also never enjoyed so much. For more pics click here.

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Still freaking sick..I HATE IT SO MUCH!

Grrrrrr….

Had a nice time last night with Jun Bin, Vywen and Zara. We went to Pizza Hut as Zara belanja us dinner at Royal Oak. Yum Yum, thanks Zara! Then later we went to Pak n Save and bought some stuff.

There was this crazy sale on, where most of the stuffs were only 99cents. So I bought 3 bottles of Pepsi which cost 85cents each for storage just incase and this pink plant. Don’t ask why. But it was beautiful.

After a quick shopping spree at PAk N Save, we went to Mission Bay for some ice cream! Yes again. Why this place so popular ar? hehehehe

Damn my sore throat and cough. Freaking annoying…sigh. But feeling much better than last night. I guess I just need some good rest. Yesterday couldn’t really sleep at all, sleeping also can cough. Woke me up so many times. I hope I didn’t disturb Rebecca or Sim Miao(next door roomates).

Anyway going to work today. But only starting at 6pm - 10pm.

This is the first time I have been to a party that looks like a party you see in those tv shows. No joke. Maybe I "jakun-lah" but seriously I so big boy never attended a party in a house that is so happening and fun. 

The party was held last Saturday in Newmarket, the birthday girl was Audrey. It was in her friend’s house. The theme was "ALL GIRLS PARTY". Yeap all girls party. So you guys must be wondering why I went right? yeah yeah because I look like girl and can be counted as one also rite…Bloody hell I know some of you are thinking about that one. FYI, sometimes I am a lil feminine because I was expected to be a girl until I was born and the "huge" thing popped out. Back to the theme of the party, all guys that come to the party have to dress up as girls. So you get the idea.

Arrived there like the second earliest, everything was normal, got delicious food, the guests slowly arrived it was like any normal party lar right? (everyone was not dress yet, cause not drunk enough). After dinner, Audrey forced each one of us to take a compulsory shot of Vodka and we begin playing drinking games with the other guests. (Hwei Gjin, Matthew, Bronson,Audrey,Lisa, Daphne and Casper). I kept on losing and have to drink more vodka and by then more guests arrives and I don’t quite remember their names already. HAhah…Some came dressed in wigs and fake huge boobs. Audrey dressed up Bronson in a long skirt, blue top together with a hat. Damn funny ler…. I tell you..then Matthew wore something lacy and can like see thru kind of top, I changed into a top that Crystal loan me. (THANKS CRYSTAL!!) Very cute ler…too bad I don’t have the photos yet. When I get them then you can laugh your heads off.

As the night continues, more and more people came and all of them were forced to changed into girl clothings, mind you some of them are like big guys cramming into dresses. Some wore short skirts, bras, stuffed fake boobs, stockings and many more. It was real fun. The lights were off, the music was real loud and everyone drank, danced, laughed, took millions of pictures(once in a lifetime thing, can blackmail ppl also), guys grabbing other guys boobs and what ever you can think of man. It was real fun and everyone was so sporting. And one good thing of this party is, I don’t feel shy! Usually I feel so shy and this is because girls actually talk to you and are more friendly when you are dressed in girls clothings. HAhah..I even got kissed 3 times, got some hugs, made a couple of new friends and even a pinch on my butt when I was dancing(couldn’t find the culprit) but it was all good. Felt so lucky..*ahhhhh*

I really enjoyed it. Thank you Audrey for inviting me to your wonderful Birthday party even we don’t know each other well also but still got time rite..I had a blast!hehe and thank you Crystal for your clothes, hope I don’t stretched them and thank you Casper for sending me home!

Sounds damn exciting rite? Wait till I post the pictures. I will be getting the pics from Audrey and hopefully Yean. Pics will be up soon! For now use your imagination or you can see some here.

Damn tired now, classes today from 9 - 5pm then 5 - 9pm work and tomorrow 9 am working as well..so adios!

ALright I am fed up with friendster blog!!

I’m gonna change it already!! Fuck this is annoying. Sometimes cannot even post my entry, sometime people cannot leave comments….what the hell.

At the moment, if there is problem, just log out and log back in..i know it is annoying..

So any suggestions?! Blogspot? Blogdrive? MSN SPACE? which one better!?!

ARghhhh…Don’t know whether I can transfer my entries as well. Sigh

Shit head Friendster blog.

Anyway will update later…currently in class after some test. Damn it was difficult. Hate exams or tests. Hehehe damn slack ler….