am-i-darren

1) fickle minded

there is this end year party at my apartment and I’m deciding whether to go or not. Since it is my last year why not right? But it cost $30 for hotel buffet food. I feel like going but the other part in me is asking me to save up.

Vywen just asked me to go for dinner and I agreed and now I turned her down.

Chloe has a birthday dinner and I also turn her down. Feel bad though. I really want to save up.

Sigh…running out of money…

And everytime I say I don’t want to do something, I end up doing it as well. I can’t make up my mind and I have a problem saying no. Everything also I say "Yes". I can’t control myself.

2) playful

being single is pretty good but I want to settle down with a girl that I can share everything with. But in the same time I want to have fun and get to know lots and lots of pretty girls. Lol. I don’t want to go wild anymore, looking at girls all the time and trying to know them. I don’t really want to be with them but I just want to be friends. I don’t know what I want(see I’m so fickle again). ARghh!! my friends here are starting to call me PIMP because I am with lots of girls most of the time and talking bout girls all the time. I guess I am still not ready for a relationship. I guess this is apart of knowing myself better.

3) lazy

end of semester already, and everything is ending soon. I need to study ! study ! and do my assignments !! I need someone to push me ler. See if I have a girlfriend she will give me more motivation. Push me abit or threaten not to kiss me if I don’t do work. "Konon ler"

4) itchy

I’m having a rash now due to yesterday’s drinking session. But it is under control. I have learned how not to scratch and let it bother me anymore. Why isn’t it going away yet. My bros and sis have the same problem but all of them got over it by drinking more. I guess I’m not drinking enough. Should get more training.

5) horny

just kidding. But you guys will say that I’m horny 24/7. I guess you guys know me too well.

6) random

went for a run in the domain. Explore the domain alone. Ran around the parks, jungle tracks and back. It was such a beautiful day and I decided not to waste it staying indoors. Officially I can say that my mood is controlled by the weather. Sunshine + Clear sky = Happy Darren.

7) hungry

Havent eat anything yet…oh my god now only I remembered. I only had some peanuts. Gosh…I better go eat something before I faint.

Happy Birthday to Chloe and Yen Ling! Hope you guys have a wonderful 20th birthday! Cute leh both of them.

Enough…my stomach is growling. I’m so hungry!

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