Why do you have to do this to me?
How come when something bad happens in a relationship, two people that love each other so much could turn against each other so quickly?
Why love can turn into hate in just seconds? Is it really hate by the way?
Why do you say such mean things to hurt each other? Things that will hurt yourself as well by just saying it?
Sorry sometimes is just not enough to turn things back around. Not enough, not even close.
I want you to go through the same thing that I have gone through.To feel the pain and suffering. To go to bed with uncertainty and cry yourself to sleep.
Why can’t you just forgive and start all over again? It is not that easy. It is not the same.
The trust is gone. The hate is there.
You say you try, you say you will, but deep inside you want revenge.
Why give up on each other so easily? After so much we have been through? Isn’t it worth fighting for? Don’t you want us to be together?
I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know what I want, I don’t know what I feel, I don’t know anymore.
You have changed. You’re not the same. Thanks to you I’m not the person I used to be.
I don’t know.I don’t care. But I love you.
I have been there and I have been that person. I guess it is just human and it is just how love or life works. But somethings are worth fighting for. Don’t give up that easily on the ones you love, no matter what. Hate all you want, but somethings are worth more than that. Forgive, forget, start all over and learn to love again. It is not easy but try your best. Nothing is impossible.
Thank you for not giving up on me. You made me a better person and I love you.
October 19th, 2005 at 12:40 pm
Maybe sometimes people turn against each other is because they are selfish with their feelings. Its something we all have to learn to open as we go through life.I had a rough phase as well.But its true when you say not to give up if its worth fighting for.And we are still together
October 19th, 2005 at 6:07 pm
well well … life is full with hatred … some ppl will remember it 4ever , some will forgive and forget , some will forget it later … depends on individual … so what are you ?? forgive and forget ?
October 19th, 2005 at 6:15 pm
Wow.. something big happened huh..
I do wonder the same things as you too.. it happens not only in a relationship, but also friendship, working enviroment and etc.
It’s just people lo. That’s why I always say people never fail to amuse/suprise me. The things people do to each other.
As long as you did your part, as long you did what made you happy, as long you did something you won’t regret, as long you did something you’re certain of, I have your back my friend.
Look on the bright side, everything has a solution. And things will work out, give it some time.
October 20th, 2005 at 12:17 am
Dee dee~~is everything alright?*hug* stay strong ok..human makes mistake w/o realizing it themselves..try to put yourself in other ppl’s shoe.U might have done the exact same thing w/o realizing it urself.We’re all still here for u ok?Take care~~muask!!sayang sayang!!!
October 20th, 2005 at 1:20 pm
haha thanks guys for the comments..
for you info, I’m alright
it is just funny how human behavior works..
limcheong: I forgive and forget..take sometime ler
Kim: Muaks …hehehe
October 21st, 2005 at 3:50 am
*sniff sniff*.. so which woMAN broke your heart this time? or am I totally lost yet again? OMG KIM! the way u said the sayang sayang made my hair stand on ends! we are already “adults”, 21years old! you’re making Darren look like some 5 year old. you should never judge a book by its cover or its package. it is just not right.