am-i-darren

It is almost 9 months now, I have been here in this sheep land. As I remembered when I arrived, it was really hard for me to get use to it. Friends and family were all back home and I am all here alone. It was really hard for me for the first few weeks, but I got used to it and it was easier as everything got busier and eventually better.

As time goes by, I met more and more new people. Mostly nice, friendly people. Although sometimes there is a few weirdos and pain-in-the-ass people. However you grow closer and closer to them and you share most of your uni life here with them. You tend to know them better, share your ups and downs, have fun, have meals, go out for partying or just enjoying each others presence.

Friends are really important to me. And I have learned that well when I came here. I tend to cherish those that are here and those back home more and more and learn not to take them for granted. I really love everyone one of you. Miss you guys so much. For those who I have met here, you guys are simply fantastic. Honestly I really enjoyed my uni life and my time here in NZ. Everything was easier, more interesting and wilder! LOL. You guys really made my life worth living for.

Friends are always there no matter what and you can always count on them. This goes out to everyone I know, no matter where you are, Malaysia, UK, Australia, Scotland, Hong Kong, Singapore, Japan or wherever in the world. I love you each and everyone of you. Sorry for being emo but it is the time of the year that everyone leaves. Everyone I know.

Leaving on a jet plane: Crystal, Yen Ling, Me & Shingo at the Airport

Just today, I sent off my good good friend, Crystal. She left back to Hong Kong. I really felt apart of me goes away too. Just like how I felt when I left my buddies, family, best friend and everything back home when I came here. In this few coming weeks, more and more of my friends will be leaving.

This totally sucks. Mostly are going back for good and some are unsure of coming back. But I guess this is just apart of life. When you get close to someone and then they leave. THAT SUCKS! But that is just life.

In the following weeks, Shingo, Yen Ling, Vywen, Jack and many more will all slowly, one by one, leave the country. I won’t whine so much about it but I will surely miss all of you guys. Hope that your future will be as bright as the sunshine. Good luck to whatever you guys do and I WILL surely come and find each and everyone in your own country. HEHEH You can’t run away from me ! I hope I was a good friend to you guys and you guys will remember me as I will always remember you guys till I die.

Wahh..damn emo..hehe I recently read someone saying that men are getting more in touch with their feelings and women are getting stronger and closed. I guess that is totally true. I am the living proof. HAha… Great knowing you Crystal. Hope you enjoy your hols back home. Come back soon yah. Miss your stupidness already !! hahaha ..not forgetting Brendon really great knowing you. He is a damn funny korean guy..take care man.

Last, last night I got really high. But I can remember every single moment of it. Had alot of fun playing drinking games with friends. Slept around 6am.

Here are some pictures.

From left: Ezra, Me, Vywen, Yifan, Shingo, Yohei, Yen Ling, Brendon, Kate & Jack.

Charlie’s Angel? Darren’s Angel maybe: Vywen, Yen Ling & Crystal

Some indian god?

Gangsta: Yohei & Crystal

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There is something really bothering me.

But sometimes it is hard to say sorry when you are not wrong.

Do you say sorry just for the sake to make someone feel better? To patch things up?

All I can say, I care n luv yah, but I just hate us being in this situation.

Why can’t we be happy always?

No expectations, no arguements, no problems.

Sigh.

I’m sorry.

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