Uncertainty

I don’t know why the more I work at the salad place, the more I want to quit and the more I want to go back Malaysia.

I was so eager to quit before this but now, I made up my mind to stay on until I really, really get a proper job. Thought it thru after a slow walk today around city doing my stuff after work. Work also not enough hours since the biz is so bad that I have to end early. Sigh…I cannot be so irresponsible. Feel like quitting, then just quit. CANNOT! Then ask money from mommy again? Cannot, cannot. Who going to pay rent? Defeat the purpose why I wanna try to stay on.

Hate today’s weather. Bloody wet. Bloody rained the whole fucking day. Make me moody only. Pity those at camp though.(ocf,charity & etc camps) It gets real dark real fast as well. 6pm also already dark. Grrrrr…Emo already!

Job Update

Anyway at least there were some replies from the companies I have "attacked"!

www.yukfoo.net

www.visualnz.com - Requested me to show them my work

www.freshmedia.co.nz

www.terabyte.co.nz

www.oktobor.com

www.speckled-hen-design.com - No Vacancy

www.phosphor.co.nz

www.omnicron.conz - Asked me whether I am still interested in the multimedia job? HELL YEAH! I have replied..so waiting also.

www.p10.co.nz

www.terabyte.co.nz

www.digitalriver.co.nz

www.bunkermedia.co.nz

As for the others, no news yet. So hopefully…will hear from them soon.

Plans for Now

1) Get a job

2) Next week go up North for short holiday.

3) Want to go to Tauranga, Waitomo Caves, Piha Beach…anymore nice places?

4) July go South Island

5) Still no job, go back Malaysia and finally return to my beloved family and friends!! Damn I miss you guys.

P3220113

Nice pic of me and bro.

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Not so nice pic of me and bro. LOL.

Have a nice day!

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