Every now and then I remember that life is good, fair and simple. Things will work out and fall into places. Maybe not now but soon. So throw away your worries and troubles and actually start living, start enjoying the moment. Enjoy now and enjoy life. Be good and take life one step at a time.
god i love grey’s…"if you knew you’re goin to die today, what would you do?"..
*smiles*
Recently I have been eating lunch at this place call Mercury Plaza when I’m at work. This is the place where I can find Malaysian dishes such as Prawn Mee, Laksa, Char Keuy Teow, Lam Mee and so on. So I sort friend friend with the aunty there already. She even sell kaya as well. Which I have been craving alot and now I can have it every morning for breakfast before going to work…yum yum. Anyhow I had a conversation with the aunty the other day and she told me something and I find it pretty funny…
Here goes:
Me: Aunty, can I get one more kaya?
Aunty: Buying more ar? (cause the other day I bought one earlier)
Me: Yeah
Aunty: Buying for girlfriend issit?
Me: LOL. Haha.. me no girlfriend la.
Aunty: How old are you now?
Me: 22
Aunty: Eh, you should start looking for girlfriend already.
Me: *continue laughing*…finding finding
Aunty: You should get married soon already.
Me: Wah! marry….*continue laughing*
Aunty: Yeah la, get married early, have kids then when you reach my age, you can relax already.
Me: LOL….true also hor…then can retire already right…hehehe
Isn’t it funny? Heheh..When I went off, I was still laughin. She made my day lar….hahah
Me marrying soon??!??! Never even cross my mind . I remember last time when we always hang out with my friends in mamak and we used to predict and bet on who will be the first to get married. Gosh I am only 22 for goodness sake. And you talk to me about marriage. I don’t even have a proper job or even a girlfriend to start off with. But never say never. You’ll never know what you gonna get.
Who you think will walk down the aisle first? Remember to invite me yah?!
Thats all for tonight folks. Nitey nite…=)
Guess what is inside?
Two tickets to Stomp! Hehehe…Sorry none for you. All for me! Will do something I’ve never done before….btw me legs hurts like hell…took bus to and back from work. =(
Check it out: www.stomp.au.com
Saturday - 20 May 2006
10am - 12pm - Badminton
12pm - 2pm - Netball
3pm - 6pm - Soccer
Sunday - 21 May 2006
930am - 10am - Netball
11am - 12.30pm - Sepak Takraw
12pm - 2pm - Volleyball
Result of that, both legs are aching like hell, left knee is abit busted, right thumb is still swollen, bruises on left knee and on my shins. I can’t walk anymore…feeling like an old man now.
DAMN!!! Must restrict myself from being so playful. Should learn how to say NO.
But it is all good, all good.
Have a lovely and wonderful weekend ahead!
My comp at work..
Gosh..I just realized something. I was thinking on what to blog today and suddenly I realized that ever since I started bloggin, I have transformed and be come more:
1) girly
2) less macho
3) expressive
4) insane
5) attention seeking
Why? Cause the things I wanted to talk about just says it all.
1) I have gained weight! FINALLY!! I’m 55kgs! Those who knew me back home, surely know I’m a skinny bastard. I only weigh around 45 - 48kgs. Can you believe that? Almost 7 - 10 kgs. But I think I do look better less skinny.
I even start to camwhore!!
2) Speaking about looks, I’m cutting my hair tomorrow. It’s getting long and I have received complains and feedback from people saying they can’t recognize me in pictures. Not only recognizing, they think I’m a girl. GRrr…
Ain’t those two things I’ve just mentioned make me like a freaking girl ?! Talk bout weight and looks.
"I am sick and tired of coward balless bitches wanker mother fuckers who
likes to leave offensive and hurtful comments on chatboxes, blogs and
then go fucking hide and put their names under anonymous. If you are
unhappy about something, own up and go talk to that person. Don’t be a
fucking coward and blast the person and then run for cover. What is the
fucking point? MIGHT AS WELL SHUT THE FUCK UP. I’m sick of seeing all
these childish behaviours".
To add to that, my pass entry about cowards attacking ppl on chatboxes and comment boxes made me sound like I was bitching about someone.
And who could ever forget my ever famous picture of me which got me into lots of trouble/questioning and laughter?
Emo post bout what I wished and miss.
All in all, I think the blog somehow turn me into a more expressive, somehow more girly, more emo, more insane and more open person. All I want to do is write down what I feel, update my friends about my life, vent my anger, remember sweet and fun times, write nonsense and crap hoping for someone to manja and ask me how am I holding up here. No holding back or hiding anymore. But maybe I am already that person long before I started writing the blog. The difference is, I didn’t write bout my personal life and blog it on the world wide web for the whole freaking world to read. There are so many reasons…but I think the main reason is, I have too much time on my hands and instead of getting rest or doing something useful I am bloggin and thinking too much.LOL! Life is simple and just great!
Why do you guys blog? Cause everyone else is doing it? I don’t know why as well…
Goodnight! Smile Always!
Brrrr…..finally after around 5 days of rain, the sun has finally decided to come out and play. Even with the sun, it is still cold. It didn’t get this cold so early last year.
Although the weather is cold, it did not stop me from doing stuff. Last Saturday, a bunch of us actually played soccer in the rain under this cold condition. I felt like I was playing in some English Premier League game or something because when we breathe there was so much vapour.
Then on Sunday I played more games but thank god it was indoors. Played netball against the girl’s team that will be representing UMSA for Bersatu Games in Otago in this coming July. It was fun and I must say the girls are no pushovers. They were tough. I receive some good hard knocks and elbows on my face…hehehe but it was all good and in the name of the game. Hurt my thumb though when I was the goalkeeper. The ball hit my thumb awkwardly. A little swollen but will be seeing the physio tomorrow.
So far, I still have my job. It does look promising. Eddie(supervisor) is giving me lots of things to do and he even asked me to see him do some video editting. He says hopefully I could learn the new software and do some basic editting. I guess he might be training me to become a fulltime employee? I wish but one step at a time for me. =)
One thing I don’t like bout my workspace is I sit beside a window. Which is great actually but the weather is so cold now. Cold air seeps through the window and my hands are freezing. I even wore gloves yesterday while doing my work. The funny thing is, everyone else workspace has a heater above them. But where is mine? Brrrr….
Anyway..got to get back to work now…hheheheh
Remember to put on warmer clothes and jackets before leaving the house! Don’t be caught out by the cold weather like me. It has already been two days for me. Shivering while walking to and back from work.
Take care and have a lovely day!
Honestly haven’t done this kind of stuff before…hehe got tagged by Audrey sayang..hehe
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. darren
2. tai lan
3. dee
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my sexy mole
2. size..would like to be a lil taller though
3. hair
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. short
2. too thin
3. forehead
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. chinese
2. chinese
3. chinese
THREE THINGS YOU CAN’T STAND:
1. ppl who talk big
2. ppl who look down on others
3. ppl who make others suffer
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. death of loved ones
2. bungy
3. aliens….i mean the show ALIENS 1, 2, 3 ,4 ..give me nightmares man..worst then ghosts..
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SHOWS:
1. lost
2. one tree hill
3. everybody hates chris
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE JAPANESE ANIMES:
1. bleach
2. naruto
3. spirited away
THREE OF YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONGS:
1. Dani California - Red Hot Chili Peppers
2. Simple as it should be - Tristan Prettyman
3. Dance Dance - Fallout Boys
THREE MOVIES YOU CAN WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN:
1. Matrix
2. Last Samurai
3. Stephen Chow’s movies
THREE MOVIES YOU WOULD LIKE TO WATCH:
1. Da Vinci Code
2. X-Men 3
3. King Kong
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. mobile
2. music
3. computer
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. old sleeping t-shirt
2. shorts
3. panties underwear
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. fun
2. humour
3. trust
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE GENDER THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. eyes
2. smile
3. body
THREE BAD HABITS:
1. Twirl my hair
2. Procrastinate
3. Not speaking up
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. sports
2. hanging out with friends
3. sitting in front of my comp for hours….online,anime,tvshows,chat lar..
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. figure out how the hell to make the flash button work
2. watch lost episode 221
3. supper
THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING OR CURRENTLY PURSUING:
1. Multimedia Designer
2. Video Editor
3. Coffee shop owner
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Europe
2. USA
3. Japan, Korea, HK, China….sorry i got lots of place i want to go to..
THREE KIDS’ NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Pharell
2. Lucas
3. Mattheus
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Travel the world
2. Fall in love
3. Spend quality time with family and friends
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GUY: (Or girl)
1. I talk about girls?
2. I like to look at girls?
3. I talk about sports?
INITIALS OF THREE CRUSHES:
1. Some girl from college..cant remember her name now..
2. Can’t think of any
3. Mostly I like the girl wan …no crushes ler.. dont know the diff lar..
THREE PEOPLE YOU TAG TO DO THE SURVEY:
Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.
"Rain - Breaking Benjamin"
All I want and look forward to on weekends is to spend time with friends playing soccer, having fun and just having a good laugh.
WHY?! WHY?!! Is it too much I’m asking from you?
Mr. Sun please come out and play with me.
Auckland is getting colder, wetter and suckier with this weather. *cries* *sighs*
Ahhhh…woke up at about 920am today and called up the office. Eddie, the person that is incharge/working with me called me back at 1030am and let me know that I don’t need to come in today. Let me know earlier lar..so i can resume my sleep. But anyway I feel good. No work for me today = no money. But I got the whole day to waste resting and doing my stuff. If the weather was better then it would be perfect. It’s getting real cold now…brrrr…
I am practically living day by day these days. Not knowing what tomorrow brings. That is how I feel with a freelance job. But so far so good. No complains really as long the money is coming in. Should I stay on or should I stayback? Does she knows?(david) Questions,questions. But I am happy living like this in a way. Not knowing what life is going to throw at you. Just living life step by step. It excites me. I don’t know how some people have their life all sorted out already. I’m only going to be 22 this year and I don’t even have a proper job. But what I know is I have great friends and family. Truthfully, sometimes that is all you really need. That is more than enough and the rest will fall in place sooner or later.
Off topic abit, I am sick and tired of coward balless bitches wanker mother fuckers who likes to leave offensive and hurtful comments on chatboxes, blogs and then go fucking hide and put their names under anonymous. If you are unhappy about something, own up and go talk to that person. Don’t be a fucking coward and blast the person and then run for cover. What is the fucking point? MIGHT AS WELL SHUT THE FUCK UP. I’m sick of seeing all these childish behaviours.
Person1: I don’t like u.
Person2: I don’t like u too.
Person1: I don’t like u three.
Person2: I don’t like u infinity.
and believe me it goes on….
WHAT THE FUCK?! Stop it. Anyway it is pointless. Grow the fuck up. What I have learn in life is you can’t stop people from thinking and saying stuff. They can talk and bitch whatever the want. But why u give a fuck about them? I know in someways you can’t help thinking about it but why in the world you have to care and live up to their expectations? You are you. They are the losers. Human make mistakes and we learn from those mistakes. Everyone goes thru that. So have I. For those losers out there, I have some advice for you:
1) Never judge others. Try putting yourself in the other person’s shoes and experience what shit he/she gets instead. Then you know.
2) Go wank off and fuck yourself.
……….. okie that is enough I think. Sorry for the 18++/parental advisory language. Nothing happened to me but it is the things that happened to my friends. One is UMSA(someone always shooting at the club) and the other is a close friend of mine, Yen Ling. Just don’t bother wasting time on these mother fuckers people.
by the way it is already been almost a year my blog is up. My first entry was for mommy! and when I was waiting for the call from Eddie I took a quiz from David’s blog.
No
prim and proper sort for you. You like your women a bit jaded and
experienced; in a word - bad. When you watch "Grease," you’re the type
who roots for Rizzo, not Sandy (at least, not until she puts on those
hot pants and grabs that cigarette). Your ideal girl has been there and
done that, and she’s not afraid of motorcycles. She stays out late,
loves to party, and will never say no to a good time. Quite the
risk-taker yourself, you want a woman who can equal your sense of
adventure and spontaneity. She’s tough on the outside, but she’ll melt
around the right bloke. That suits you just fine - you don’t want a
girl who needs high emotional maintenance. You’re looking for a
sharp-minded, rebellious partner who knows how to let loose. Grab the
next bad girl you meet and let her bring out your wild side.
HAVE A LOVELY DAY! LOVE YAH!
Started my freelance job yesterday. It was not bad. I was given things that I’ve never done before. End up I was researching and experimenting with it. The job is a lil tiring on the eyes as you sit in front of the computer for hours. But you get paid just experimenting, reading tutorials and trying to solve things.
My window seat at the office on the first day of my job.
I hope the employer don’t think that I am a slow worker though. But there isn’t anyone else in the office who can do it. I mean I guess they don’t want to hire a professional that cost them around $60 an hour to do the work when they can use me as cheap labour? It is a good learning experience as well.
So let me see…last night was supposedly the historic day that will only happen once…
1.02.03am - 04/05/06
which I was just talking to friends online and experiementing on my work..
here was what one of my friends wrote…she just got it suddenly from her head…nice though
"i stood in front of her and all i could say was a simple hi. then again i wasn’t even sure if d words left my mouth coz the moment i blinked she was walking away…" by Zaf
