am-i-darren

Ahhhh…woke up at about 920am today and called up the office. Eddie, the person that is incharge/working with me called me back at 1030am and let me know that I don’t need to come in today. Let me know earlier lar..so i can resume my sleep. But anyway I feel good. No work for me today = no money. But I got the whole day to waste resting and doing my stuff. If the weather was better then it would be perfect. It’s getting real cold now…brrrr…

I am practically living day by day these days. Not knowing what tomorrow brings. That is how I feel with a freelance job. But so far so good. No complains really as long the money is coming in. Should I stay on or should I stayback? Does she knows?(david) Questions,questions. But I am happy living like this in a way. Not knowing what life is going to throw at you. Just living life step by step. It excites me. I don’t know how some people have their life all sorted out already. I’m only going to be 22 this year and I don’t even have a proper job. But what I know is I have great friends and family. Truthfully, sometimes that is all you really need. That is more than enough and the rest will fall in place sooner or later.

Off topic abit, I am sick and tired of coward balless bitches wanker mother fuckers who likes to leave offensive and hurtful comments on chatboxes, blogs and then go fucking hide and put their names under anonymous. If you are unhappy about something, own up and go talk to that person. Don’t be a fucking coward and blast the person and then run for cover. What is the fucking point? MIGHT AS WELL SHUT THE FUCK UP. I’m sick of seeing all these childish behaviours.

Person1: I don’t like u.
Person2: I don’t like u too.
Person1: I don’t like u three.
Person2: I don’t like u infinity.
and believe me it goes on….

WHAT THE FUCK?! Stop it. Anyway it is pointless. Grow the fuck up. What I have learn in life is you can’t stop people from thinking and saying stuff. They can talk and bitch whatever the want. But why u give a fuck about them? I know in someways you can’t help thinking about it but why in the world you have to care and live up to their expectations? You are you. They are the losers. Human make mistakes and we learn from those mistakes. Everyone goes thru that. So have I. For those losers out there, I have some advice for you:

1) Never judge others. Try putting yourself in the other person’s shoes and experience what shit he/she gets instead. Then you know.

2) Go wank off and fuck yourself.

……….. okie that is enough I think. Sorry for the 18++/parental advisory language. Nothing happened to me but it is the things that happened to my friends. One is UMSA(someone always shooting at the club) and the other is a close friend of mine, Yen Ling. Just don’t bother wasting time on these mother fuckers people.

by the way it is already been almost a year my blog is up. My first entry was for mommy! and when I was waiting for the call from Eddie I took a quiz from David’s blog.

Your type is the bad girl

No
prim and proper sort for you. You like your women a bit jaded and
experienced; in a word - bad. When you watch "Grease," you’re the type
who roots for Rizzo, not Sandy (at least, not until she puts on those
hot pants and grabs that cigarette). Your ideal girl has been there and
done that, and she’s not afraid of motorcycles. She stays out late,
loves to party, and will never say no to a good time. Quite the
risk-taker yourself, you want a woman who can equal your sense of
adventure and spontaneity. She’s tough on the outside, but she’ll melt
around the right bloke. That suits you just fine - you don’t want a
girl who needs high emotional maintenance. You’re looking for a
sharp-minded, rebellious partner who knows how to let loose. Grab the
next bad girl you meet and let her bring out your wild side.

HAVE A LOVELY DAY! LOVE YAH!

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