what bloggin will do to you
My comp at work..
Gosh..I just realized something. I was thinking on what to blog today and suddenly I realized that ever since I started bloggin, I have transformed and be come more:
1) girly
2) less macho
3) expressive
4) insane
5) attention seeking
Why? Cause the things I wanted to talk about just says it all.
1) I have gained weight! FINALLY!! I’m 55kgs! Those who knew me back home, surely know I’m a skinny bastard. I only weigh around 45 - 48kgs. Can you believe that? Almost 7 - 10 kgs. But I think I do look better less skinny.
I even start to camwhore!!
2) Speaking about looks, I’m cutting my hair tomorrow. It’s getting long and I have received complains and feedback from people saying they can’t recognize me in pictures. Not only recognizing, they think I’m a girl. GRrr…
Ain’t those two things I’ve just mentioned make me like a freaking girl ?! Talk bout weight and looks.
"I am sick and tired of coward balless bitches wanker mother fuckers who
likes to leave offensive and hurtful comments on chatboxes, blogs and
then go fucking hide and put their names under anonymous. If you are
unhappy about something, own up and go talk to that person. Don’t be a
fucking coward and blast the person and then run for cover. What is the
fucking point? MIGHT AS WELL SHUT THE FUCK UP. I’m sick of seeing all
these childish behaviours".
To add to that, my pass entry about cowards attacking ppl on chatboxes and comment boxes made me sound like I was bitching about someone.
And who could ever forget my ever famous picture of me which got me into lots of trouble/questioning and laughter?
Emo post bout what I wished and miss.
All in all, I think the blog somehow turn me into a more expressive, somehow more girly, more emo, more insane and more open person. All I want to do is write down what I feel, update my friends about my life, vent my anger, remember sweet and fun times, write nonsense and crap hoping for someone to manja and ask me how am I holding up here. No holding back or hiding anymore. But maybe I am already that person long before I started writing the blog. The difference is, I didn’t write bout my personal life and blog it on the world wide web for the whole freaking world to read. There are so many reasons…but I think the main reason is, I have too much time on my hands and instead of getting rest or doing something useful I am bloggin and thinking too much.LOL! Life is simple and just great!
Why do you guys blog? Cause everyone else is doing it? I don’t know why as well…
Goodnight! Smile Always!
May 17th, 2006 at 10:42 am
well initially i blog was for my family and friends to know how i’m doing in UK..there were alot of pictures from trips and all that
now i just blog whenever i feel like it..when i have story i feel like sharing..
May 17th, 2006 at 8:19 pm
I thought you’re a girl?
Hehehe.. kidding. But blogging is not only for girls waht.. guys don’t have feelings wan meh? New age sensitive guy mahhh. I think nowadays girls like that?
May 17th, 2006 at 11:34 pm
People blog expecting no one to read it…but deep down inside, there’s a twinge inside us that would wish and want the world to know how we feel and receive some sort of comfort
May 18th, 2006 at 1:44 am
no girly blog dude..GAY Blogger DT!!haha…lanci ah..too much time nothing to do…me half dead here…eh those picture…if u really turn out like a girl…i think i gonna slap u…crap wei…hahaha…
May 19th, 2006 at 1:40 am
ur not gay la! I mean girly!!! ur just you. I like it! Licks Darren Face.
May 19th, 2006 at 4:16 am
Darren oh Darren.
Why lah?
Want to see my elbow and make you scream again?
May 19th, 2006 at 5:09 am
Dunno. I think the main reason people blog (and by this I mean, when u analyze it from a pychological perspective) is because they’re vain. They love their thoughts, and they love what people love about their thoughts. And by blogging,what they think is out there. On the internet. Which is the closest thing to your thoughts somehow being recorded and kept SOMEWHERE that MATTERS. So there.
Yes, I guess me included.Shitto.
May 19th, 2006 at 5:17 am
BTW, cool pix of your parents? Or random ol couple?
May 20th, 2006 at 6:55 am
I think the best part of bloggin is the people that reads it. I LOVE U all of you!
zara:very deep…lol…btw that is a pic of my parents
mei: =_=
audrey: calm down..lol. I like you too!! you rock!
chee foong: u know me well enough to know i am 200% straight man ..
jas: if girl likes the new age sensitive guys..i wouldnt still be single?
lx: i just blog when I feel like it too..
gjin: somehow i agree with what u say. it is nice to have the nice comfort feeling from ppl
May 21st, 2006 at 6:33 am
haha…damn darren…he too straight to b gay….keep up blogging la so tat we know ur updates….anyway cny coming soon..time to get gf…bugger..how long u telling me u wanna get a girl
May 21st, 2006 at 3:09 pm
ppl seem to say that I look like I have a gf..so that is the big problem man..
May 21st, 2006 at 3:38 pm
u need a girly girl who won dominate you but wont let you walk all over her as well..
hmm.. i dont knwo where to find..
May 21st, 2006 at 10:09 pm
Darren, just give up dude. You’re a girly boy and well, lets face it, you get picked up by guys more often than girls. Isn’t that a sign? And where are you gonna find a girl that is more girly girl than you?? All of your EXs seem to be the manly girl, making you the girly man. So i guess its fate…. ponders did that make sense? pfftt.. oh well
CF : Yo! Shouldn’t you be happy if DT turned out to be a girl? That would give you a damn good excuse when that video of you and DT at Pangkor leaks out.. if DT isn’t a girl, then you’d be gay, if DT turns out to be girly, then you’d be safe.. In a way you’d be the guy, and DT technically the babe getting ******, then all will be good. Does it make sense? Thank gawd I wasn’t in the video. OMg, I’m getting bored, and as usual DT gets all the shit from me. Sorry babe.
May 21st, 2006 at 10:11 pm
Can’t wait to go snowboardin. And inter-uni-games. And exams! Whoopiee!
May 21st, 2006 at 10:27 pm
And Eugenie says that you’re getting anti-social, yet again. What happening?! You should be going out, having fun, drinkin, socialisin,etc etc. Oh yeah, aren’t you going for the trip to Sabah/Sarawak? Didn’t u buy those tickets which arent transferable? What happened? ………… yeh, you must be wondering why oh WHY does Adrian torment me so. To put it simply, I’m waiting for my laundry and can’t think of anything else better to do than to torment someone. And since you’re an easy target… …. ok, laundry done. but its getting cloudy now and it looks like it is going to rain. wtf. Why does the weather always play tricks on me?! Why why?
May 22nd, 2006 at 4:25 am
adrian…secrets all keep lar..dont lar tell the whole world..i where got anti social?! weekdays i work ..weekends i am never home..still antisocial?
audrey..u know what? u are the 2nd person that told me i need a girly girl..the other person was zaf ..