am-i-darren

Gosh…I’m tired..I even missed the first game against Germany vs Costa Rica. I actually was on the floor and I fell asleep. Now I can’t even find my glasses…so blur..

Started my day at 7am. To tell you honestly, I was pretty excited and I actually woke up before my alarm rang. Usually after two alarms, I will still be lazing around in my bed. I actually had this stupid silly feeling the other day this week that my bday would be a sad one…and no one will even remember it. Lol…stupid feeling lar..

Anyway my day was awesome, simply great, i am very very very happy! And it is because

I celebrated it with so many ppl! Thanks for coming and making my day. Thank you to all my beloved friends that wished me as well! You guys are the sweetest and I’m lucky to have you guys!

Thank you for the birthday cake Cyn,Prev,Jay n David. It was super yummy! =)

Eugenie gave me the earliest birthday wish. Wished me on the 8th itself. Hehe and she gave me this cool cool present. It was a dating dice. When you get indecisive, you can roll the dice and see what you’ll going to do with your date. The options are, flirt, snog, bonk, marry & dump. LOL..=)

Lunch with Zaf n Wei En. They couldn’t make it at night because Tee, friend of mine has the same birthday as me as well. Zaf also has exams on Saturday, so both of them invited me to lunch.

Thanks for the present too!! Now I got extra shorts for sports! Was running out of it..=) Thank you Zaf, Wei En, Yin and Indah!! Might be my winning shorts for Otago. HEHeh =)

When I got home, I got pressie from Cynthia, Audrey, Rachel and Previn! See I got this lovely tie!! Thank you guys. I like it very muchy!

Thank you for the card Shingo and Megumi! I love it!

Look! Gjin got me this cool present! You can hang up your photos! Thank you thank you!

I even have a personalized birthday card! Look! Thank you Schufan!! Damn my hair is bright! Lol.

Birthdays are not all about presents. To me it is more about spending time with friends, family and people you love, just having fun and a good laugh. That is more like it…for me that is. =)

I want to thank everyone again, thank you Eugenie, Cyn, Prev, David, TX, Jay, Robyn, Gjin, David Chan, Christine, Matt, Zaf, Wei En, Yin, Indah, Hsu Lynn, Tee, Shingo, Megumi, Chloe, Crystal, Yen Ling, Fathiyyah, Su Ping, Sher Mayne, Ying Swan, Kimberly, Seow Yen, Yit Chuan, Schufan, Chee Foong, Tze Loong, Adrian, Audrey, Jasemaine, CK, Wan Lee, Carmen,Izal, Ken, Jeanette, Julia, Siew Yan, Siew Ching, Pam, Michelle, Ashwin, Mei, Karen, Caleb, Weng Yew, Mah Jee Ken, Uda, Leng, Sim Miao, Lim Cheong,Jun Bin, Jun Wey, Thye Sim, Wern, my family(sorry i wasn’t in when you guys called), and the rest of my friends! If i miss out anyone…sorry lar..u know i love you. =) and Thank you again! 

Wow..realized I blog 3 days berturut-turut already…to much free time i think…lol

It was surely cold today going to work again…jog a little to work, just to warm myself.

So foggy…and cold..

Anyway…I’ve been a lil naughty..spent quite alot of cash on something I wanted  for quite awhile now. Didn’t use my parent’s money but my very own,hard earn cash(not that hard la but still). To some it might be something cheap to them…but to me it is one of the most expensive things I’ve ever bought with my own cash..as in really my own cash..

The time I bought something with my own cash was my pc back home. Work for few months and spent like RM1500 on that stupid junk. Then bought a digicam with my part time job money which cost around RM 1000. I think by far this will be the most expensive of all…NZ$450!! Brand New IPOD 30GB!! Finally….finally…

Hehehe…Don’t lecture me about it k? I sort of "deserve" it….ahhhhhhh *smiles*

Happy Birthday to …

4/6

Sim Miao

7/6

Pamela

Previn

9/6

Tee

10/6

Chin Yee

16/6

Siew Yan

26/6

Mei

27/6

Sis

To those who I have missed out…Happy Birthday to you too!! GOsh So many geminis…Enjoy!

It’s the 6/6/06…today…anyway just another date.

It was freaking cold today when I walk to work. Freeze my arse off…but it is the same everyday. Try walking 8am every morning, you’ll know. I even wore gloves when I was working. Hands were freezing..

Note to self: buy gloves, winter jacket. (trip to dressmart soon)

Work was fine.

Came back, feelin tired and just curled up in my comforter and slept for 3 hours.

Woke up, walk around the city and finally decided on a place for dinner.

I’m bored, tired, cold, and demotivated. One of those days again…I’m going to sleep it off …

Have a good night…I guess.

He coming to get me?

The question was asked at the end of grey’s anatomy 2hrs special last week. I put it up last week as my nickname and to my suprise, alot of ppl sent me messages telling me what they are going to do on their last day.

Many state their fears, wishes, fantasies and the most common ones are to spend time with our loved ones. Here are the extra things that they want to do before they die…

1) told me go confess to the girl I like since I’m single
2) eat till they die, or cheat death and go skydiving
3) donate organs, buy something splendid for family and breath her last breath with the man she loves.
4) eat curry mee, spend time with family, hijack a plane to france
5) tell the world about god
6) make ammendments
7) f*** as many chun chiq, eat as much and drive as fast as he can
and my favourite response from my friend is this one. he planned out the whole day on what he is going to do. So funny and cute. read about it, click HERE!

Anyway all this talk about death and last day all, spooked me a little. I woke up today with lil tears and stucked nose because I dreamt of something horrible. Ppl say when you dream about something bad you should say it out. I dreamt of me taking care of my grandmother which already passed away and just received the news that my dad passed away. So enough about that…I would not wish for anyone to lose someone they truly love. So pick up the phone today and just give them a call. Cherish and appreciate what you have. Don’t wait till the last moment or when it is too late. By then there is no room for regrets.

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I drove this car today to get the cake for my boss’s birthday. Nice car…*sorry bad quality pic..i miss my digicam*

Work is fine by the way. Been getting more responsibilities day by day. They pay is low but I’m not complaining because they are kind enough to teach and train me. They even offer me to send me to some short courses if I knew of any to improve more on my skills. =) Another thing is I am damn lucky to actually found a job. Took me 5 months. 5 god damn months.

I am a General Post Production Assistant

My duties ranges from:
- assisting with general duties around the office
- computer graphics and animation
- computer programming
- website design
- duplication of video and cd/dvd copies
- digitisation of video footage
- editing video in offline & online
- video library cataloguing
- delivery and pick ups of Omnicron & supplier materials
- assist with trafficking jobs through the studio and tv production
- assiting with all the other misc clients request (print ads, dubs of tvcs, locating info for them, etc)

There you go. a little too much for me? I actually like it. So wide, so many things to learn. Hehe

Have a super duper wonderful day!

Every now and then I remember that life is good, fair and simple. Things will work out and fall into places. Maybe not now but soon. So throw away your worries and troubles and actually start living, start enjoying the moment. Enjoy now and enjoy life. Be good and take life one step at a time.

god i love grey’s…"if you knew you’re goin to die today, what would you do?"..

*smiles*

Recently I have been eating lunch at this place call Mercury Plaza when I’m at work. This is the place where I can find Malaysian dishes such as Prawn Mee, Laksa, Char Keuy Teow, Lam Mee and so on. So I sort friend friend with the aunty there already. She even sell kaya as well. Which I have been craving alot and now I can have it every morning for breakfast before going to work…yum yum. Anyhow I had a  conversation with the aunty the other day and she told me something and I find it pretty funny…

Here goes:

Me: Aunty, can I get one more kaya?
Aunty: Buying more ar? (cause the other day I bought one earlier)
Me: Yeah
Aunty: Buying for girlfriend issit?
Me: LOL. Haha.. me no girlfriend la.
Aunty: How old are you now?
Me: 22
Aunty: Eh, you should start looking for girlfriend already.
Me: *continue laughing*…finding finding
Aunty: You should get married soon already.
Me: Wah! marry….*continue laughing*
Aunty: Yeah la, get married early, have kids then when you reach my age, you can relax already.
Me: LOL….true also hor…then can retire already right…hehehe

Isn’t it funny? Heheh..When I went off, I was still laughin. She made my day lar….hahah

Me marrying soon??!??! Never even cross my mind . I remember last time when we always hang out with my friends in mamak and we used to predict and bet on who will be the first to get married. Gosh I am only 22 for goodness sake. And you talk to me about marriage. I don’t even have a proper job or even a girlfriend to start off with. But never say never. You’ll never know what you gonna get.

Who you think will walk down the aisle first? Remember to invite me yah?!

Thats all for tonight folks. Nitey nite…=)

Guess what is inside?

Two tickets to Stomp! Hehehe…Sorry none for you. All for me! Will do something I’ve never done before….btw me legs hurts like hell…took bus to and back from work. =(

Check it out: www.stomp.au.com

Saturday - 20 May 2006

10am - 12pm - Badminton

12pm - 2pm - Netball

3pm - 6pm - Soccer

Sunday - 21 May 2006 

930am - 10am - Netball

11am - 12.30pm - Sepak Takraw

12pm - 2pm - Volleyball

Result of that, both legs are aching like hell, left knee is abit busted, right thumb is still swollen, bruises on left knee and on my shins. I can’t walk anymore…feeling like an old man now. 
DAMN!!! Must restrict myself from being so playful. Should learn how to say NO.

But it is all good, all good.

Have a lovely and wonderful weekend ahead!

My comp at work..

Gosh..I just realized something. I was thinking on what to blog today and suddenly I realized that ever since I started bloggin, I have transformed and be come more:

1) girly
2) less macho
3) expressive
4) insane
5) attention seeking

Why? Cause the things I wanted to talk about just says it all.

1) I have gained weight! FINALLY!! I’m 55kgs! Those who knew me back home, surely know I’m a skinny bastard. I only weigh around 45 - 48kgs. Can you believe that? Almost 7 - 10 kgs. But I think I do look better less skinny.

I even start to camwhore!!

2) Speaking about looks, I’m cutting my hair tomorrow. It’s getting long and I have received complains and feedback from people saying they can’t recognize me in pictures. Not only recognizing, they think I’m a girl. GRrr…

Ain’t those two things I’ve just mentioned make me like a freaking girl ?! Talk bout weight and looks.

"I am sick and tired of coward balless bitches wanker mother fuckers who
likes to leave offensive and hurtful comments on chatboxes, blogs and
then go fucking hide and put their names under anonymous. If you are
unhappy about something, own up and go talk to that person. Don’t be a
fucking coward and blast the person and then run for cover. What is the
fucking point? MIGHT AS WELL SHUT THE FUCK UP. I’m sick of seeing all
these childish behaviours".

To add to that, my pass entry about cowards attacking ppl on chatboxes and comment boxes made me sound like I was bitching about someone.

And who could ever forget my ever famous picture of me which got me into lots of trouble/questioning and laughter?

Emo post bout what I wished and miss.

All in all, I think the blog somehow turn me into a more expressive, somehow more girly, more emo, more insane and more open person. All I want to do is write down what I feel, update my friends about my life, vent my anger, remember sweet and fun times, write nonsense and crap hoping for someone to manja and ask me how am I holding up here. No holding back or hiding anymore. But maybe I am already that person long before I started writing the blog. The difference is, I didn’t write bout my personal life and blog it on the world wide web for the whole freaking world to read. There are so many reasons…but I think the main reason is, I have too much time on my hands and instead of getting rest or doing something useful I am bloggin and thinking too much.LOL! Life is simple and just great!

Why do you guys blog? Cause everyone else is doing it? I don’t know why as well…

Goodnight! Smile Always!